Haven’t been blogging much. I feel like I’ve neglected tumblr for the past few weeks. Even my blogspot’s kind of…dying. But I will keep it. It may be quiet there but it holds some memories.

For the past week, I’ve been constantly travelling. Salinas-Modesto-Irvine-Anaheim-San Diego-Roseville… nonstop. I enjoyed my vacation. But at the same time it made me realize, I still haven’t found myself really. I know what I want to do. But I can’t figure out where I should be. Home? Where is that? Discord with a lot of things around me. Yes I’m excited for this coming spring but I’m mostly scared.

Out of my comfort zone into the fire.

I just wish I know where to go after. I need to blend in. Belong. Everything’s so distant.