In a precarious situation. Very curious.


When your commanding officer makes a decision, you go along with it even if you don’t agree with it. You can pay with your life if you’re at war.


I would like to say my thoughts as well. But I stop myself knowing that I should just let it die down. I guess this is what my grandfather felt that night. I was told he turned off his radio (forgot where he was stationed) when Ramos/Enrile decided to leave Marcos’ side. For the same reason, I maintain my silence. Not to a certain few though.


Well I just hope this, whatever this is, dies a natural death so we can all move forward positively. Both sides have been hurt in this and it's all thanks to a fail PR move. My head still hurts thinking about it. But I'm more hurt of the extracurricular name calling. Or other things similar. One day, will my name and head be in the torturing chambers too? Chopping block? It stings.


I still have my officer’s back. It doesn't mean I agree with what has been said. Can't even say here my outright position. Can't even show support (a very very sad thing, like I got amputated). I'm part of this house so I have to protect and hold the foundations when the storm's trying to break it. I won't abandon it bec. I too gave my time and love to build it.


I wanted to be Switzerland in the beginning of this whole thing. I’m trying to be Switzerland still. But in the meantime, consider me semi MIA. Zen Ohm-ing with my chinggu.


*munching on choco and reese m&ms and choco gummy bears*